Taking steps

I’m learning to rise above and take the high road. It isn’t easy because I’m human, because what I felt was real and I can’t just drop my emotional baggage and break into a run. I didn’t expect a blow this huge. I’m trying to think of smth worse than devastate. I really want to run away from dealing with my feelings; burying myself in an endless struggle of school and work or running away on a missionary/volunteer work abroad. That would be so much easier. Maybe the former, but not the latter. I don’t even get to choose my escape route. Awesome.


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