If all this was a test

I’m hanging by a thread.

Then maybe I failed it. How could I not get lost after such a long time? All the words I can’t say, all the things I can’t do. There is a line I can’t cross or I might destroy this friendship. Just so you know, it isn’t getting better. I have to lock all the emotions away or I can’t function anymore. I hope you’re doing better because any similarity to the state I’m in is just sad and morbid. I never wanted it to end.


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